Dear Dairy #2 -Universal Lessons

It is crazy how lessons                                                                                 

Can be universal
I was playing a card game online
It started off great
I was winning
Smiling
Feeling undefeated
Halfway through the game
I’m confident
Still smiling
Feeling undefeated
Ready for the next game
This game is clearly over
Then I screamed

Dear Dairy #1 - Relax

This week has been a Struggle                                                                                              

I was harassed, disrespected, and treated Unfairly
I was looked passed, by passed, and treated Poorly
I didn’t show my ASS but I Could’ve
I stood ten toes Down
Protected by Crown
Meanwhile
Maintaining my Composure
Like the saying Goes
If it’s one Thing
It’s another
And another
And another
And another

The World We Live In: P.A.S.T . #8

I never thought                                                                      

I would be having
This conversation with you
It saddens me
To my soul
Our time has come to an end
Like
We really have to
Let each other go
It’s RAP
We must hang-up
The cleats
We ran our course

The World We Live In - Cut OFF #7

Cut Off                                                                                                            

It has come to my Attention
It’s time for a cut Off
You Know
End of the Night
Lights Off
Switch
Party Over
Separation
Distance
Peace
Good bye
Don’t come Back
Yeah
CUT Off

The World We Live In - Brainwashed #6

My PEN is Lethal!                                        

It’s like a syringe
Pumped with 100% of Melanin
Those FAKE A$$ Injections
I See Thru!
Ink Bleed Too
Blink Once
Blink Twice
If you SEE
The Truth TOO
98% is Blind
Brainwashed
Brain Dead

The World We Live In - F**K Depression #5

Listen
F**k Depression
F**k, F**k, Fidgety
F**k Fidgety
F**k F**k
Fidgety F**k F**k
F**k Depression
Take that Anxiety
B!tch too
Take that PTSD
Hoe Too
Take that Panic Attack
Suffocating Boo

The World We Live In - Big 🍆 on Zero #4

He had a Big 🍆                                      

Small Mentality

A Big Ego

Wrong Reality
Typical Mama's Boy
Normality
I put him in the Right Lane
Then I had to Understand
Those Pictures were in Small Frames
My Glasses F**ked up My Sight
I didn't Realize 
It was Just A Game
I Took Flight
Per the Claim

The World We Live In: For Sell/Sale #3

I got him and her Jealousy for Sell/Sale! 
Get at Me! 
$20 per Shot! 
I got those Insecurity Pills for Sell/Sale! 
Get at Me! 
One for Five! 
Two for a Dime!
I got unresolved Trauma for Sell/Sale!
Get at Me!
$187 per POP!
I'll give you a Discount!
If you Kill!

The World We Live In: Switch #2

Switch                                                                                     

This is for

The humans

The humane

No matter the color

I need to explain

More like educate

More like get this sh!t

Off my breast

So I can

Recharge

Get to the next bar

Get to the next cause

Dear Crush - Sunday Mornings #4

I love him like                                                                         

Early Sunday mornings

Scrambled eggs

Pancakes

Grits and cheese

Liver mush

Bacon on the side

Right next to it

Oatmeal and fat back

Oh Ish

Let me not forget

The homemade pancakes

Syrup

Dripping from every side

With strawberries and whip cream

The World We Live In: Recording Punk #1

Lights Camera Action                                                         

Lights Camera Action

Damn here we go

We got some action

F**k it

I’ll just use my cell phone

I’m a Punk

I just record the action

Teenager goes to a party

Teenager gets raped

Six people involved

Five apart of the cause

One’s only job

The job

To record it all

Dear Crush: My Love #3

My love       

God is love

I am love

We can be love

If you believe in love

However

One thing is for certain

You need to know

How I need to be loved

Once upon a time

Love was hurt, pain, and abuse

It became my comfort zone

The only way I knew how to love

Was to confront the zone

I got tired of that zone

Dear Crush: I Like Ish #2

I like Ish…                                                          

The FACT is THAT

I’m not your typical women

Thus I like different Ish

For an example:

I like walks in the park Ish

Then we F**k in the park Ish

Then we get caught by the police

Catch an indecent exposure charge Ish

Nah seriously we won’t get caught Ish

But if we caught Ish

Let’s run like Forrest Gump Ish

I’m spontaneous Ish

Dear Crush: Profile Pic #1

Hola!                                                                                                                   

I hope all is well with you

Today…My Luv

The other day

I took a quick look at your profile pic

I must admit

While I lick my lips

You fine Ass F**k

I bet those abs are sick

I bet that thang is thick

By the look of that thang

Through your pants

The width makes me repent

T.O.C. #11 - #Blanked - Bonus Poem

Stop playing yo    

I'll roll you up
Smoke you b!tch

If isn’t exotic

Ill dust you b!tch
Put you in the oven

Roast you b!tch
Take you out the oven
Ghost you b!tch
Serve the bones
To the other b!tch
This is what you get
When you hit the switch
I'll put you on blast

Like the pu$$y’s you lick

T.O.C. #10 FINALE - When They See Me ( Ciera vs. Mz-AM)

She stands 5'3                                               

Unknown father
Loopholes in the family
No telling what they BELIEVE
When they THINK of me
Translate...

She's feisty
Her personality is bold
Her voice is gold
No telling what they HEAR
When they LISTEN to me
Translate...

She's a chameleon
Her beauty is undefined

T.O.C. #9 - God vs. Pills

I got different types  

Of side effects

What you may think
You may regret
When you think I'm weak
I take off heads
Easily
Like chemistry
It's my oath
No deceiving thee
No sympathy
It's not necessary
I'm majesty
The trails & tribulations come consistently

The Queen in me

T.O.C. #8 - Patient Less

Topic of conversation                                                  

Hot topics is what I'm facing
Unknown deliberations
Unknown timely situations
D@mn
I can't have a drink to myself
In no regards
Without being called a b!tch
Is this what we're doing in 2019
No play equals
The b!tch of the day
But if I retaliate
Mofos have big sh!t to say

T.O.C. #7 - Breakthrough

I call this the Breakthrough  

Because I broke through
Yeah it wasn’t
Sausage and gravity
More like
Salty and maybe’s
No and wavy
F**k you I’m Me

Pay Me
F**k me for FREE
Never baby
Work for change
Are you crazy
Conform to slave mentality
I ain’t lazy

T.O.C. #6 - B!tch Sh!t

Tic Toc
Tic Toc
I gave you my heart

You dissed it

I kept it moving

Now you piss-ED

Did you realize

Your side bitch wasn’t sh!t

You had a Queen

But you didn’t

Know how to handle it

I call THIS Bitch Sh!t

Because only a B!tch

Does THIS shit

I’m so tired

Of you weak Nig’s