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Sunday, December 31, 2023

Dear Dairy #8 - Peace Treaty

It took a long time                                                         
For her to gather her Thoughts
So many Sleepless nights
Sweat draining down her Face
Pillow soaked in Tears
From in-depth Nightmares
When she Awakes
She could no longer see the Faces
That scared her Fears
Her spiritual Guides
Ready to Attack
She's afraid to let them Loose 
Although she knows God got her Back

Tuesday, November 28, 2023

You can't Break Me! #3

You can't break me
You consistently try
You should know by now
I'm divinely protected
He definitely provides
What you seek in me
You lack inside
Like a parasite you feed off the host
That's how you survive
Thus when I cleanse within

Sunday, October 22, 2023

Analytical Muse #9 - Pretty

Pretty is not always Pretty                                     
She as a youngster never like pretty
It was associated with to much girly shit
She wanted to do what the boys did
Be in nature if you will
Play with sticks, rocks and mud pies
Jump fences and played ni$$a knock
Ran fast as hell 
When the ni$$a came outside
Happy as Fuck it was a baseball bat
Not a knife or gun
They actually knew they were kids
Just trying to have fun

Wednesday, October 4, 2023

Analytical Muse #8 - DOG

I received my first haters at conception                                                
Perhaps a miscarriage would've been better per the deception
Decades of trauma, abuse and dysfunction
Perhaps if I gave in
I would be considered normal
The infamous bitch
Got me thinking the breast milk
Was mixed with dog shit
Forced to sniff gun powder
Mean like a thick bitch
Scraps rewarded when being a misfit
Walking on four legs
So two legs can have a friendship

Monday, July 3, 2023

Analytical Muse #7 - Rock Bottom

You'll never see it coming                                         
It's like a flash before your eyes
It's like staying awake to see the sunrise
It's like a sneak punch from the back
It's like finding out your mother smokes crack
It's like opening the fridge and nothing is there
It's like having hundreds of friends
Now no one is there
It's like wishing for another life
Fuck the positive shit
You're ready to fight
It's like the bills past due
Due to Covid-19