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Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Friday, March 8, 2024

Analytical Muse #10 FINALE - Boundaries

1. Boundaries                                                                                                                        
2. Mind your business
3. Therapy
4. Self Love, Respect, and Awareness
5. Mental & General Health
6. Prayer, Discernment, Faith & Manipulation
7. Positivity
8. Forgiveness
9. Love
10. Loyalty

Setting boundaries is a skill
Once implemented shit gets real
Some can understand your growth
Others will remind you of your past episodes
Let's be clear people's opinions of you hold no weight
Keep minding your business and become beyond great
Everyone needs therapy its back dated to slavery

Sunday, December 31, 2023

Dear Dairy #8 - Peace Treaty

It took a long time                                                         
For her to gather her Thoughts
So many Sleepless nights
Sweat draining down her Face
Pillow soaked in Tears
From in-depth Nightmares
When she Awakes
She could no longer see the Faces
That scared her Fears
Her spiritual Guides
Ready to Attack
She's afraid to let them Loose 
Although she knows God got her Back

Sunday, October 22, 2023

Analytical Muse #9 - Pretty

Pretty is not always Pretty                                     
She as a youngster never like pretty
It was associated with to much girly shit
She wanted to do what the boys did
Be in nature if you will
Play with sticks, rocks and mud pies
Jump fences and played ni$$a knock
Ran fast as hell 
When the ni$$a came outside
Happy as Fuck it was a baseball bat
Not a knife or gun
They actually knew they were kids
Just trying to have fun

Wednesday, October 4, 2023

Analytical Muse #8 - DOG

I received my first haters at conception                                                
Perhaps a miscarriage would've been better per the deception
Decades of trauma, abuse and dysfunction
Perhaps if I gave in
I would be considered normal
The infamous bitch
Got me thinking the breast milk
Was mixed with dog shit
Forced to sniff gun powder
Mean like a thick bitch
Scraps rewarded when being a misfit
Walking on four legs
So two legs can have a friendship

Monday, July 3, 2023

Analytical Muse #7 - Rock Bottom


You'll never see it coming                                         
It's like a flash before your eyes
It's like staying awake to see the sunrise
It's like a sneak punch from the back
It's like finding out your mother smokes crack
It's like opening the fridge and nothing is there
It's like having hundreds of friends
Now no one is there
It's like wishing for another life
Fuck the positive shit
You're ready to fight
It's like the bills past due
Due to Covid-19

Friday, November 4, 2022

Analytical Muse #6 - Falling Again


I feel like falling in love again           

This time it will be different

I can actually see the vision

I've experienced the deep rooted healing

I've surrendered all the displeasing feelings

What it's like not to be loved by family

What it's like not to be loved by Ex's

What it's like not to be loved by myself

Saturday, August 27, 2022

Analytical Muse #5 - New Worth

It’s a new day                                                                  

I’m on a new wave

I got a new dude

He got a new fade

I got some new rules

No time for fools play

If you come with the bull

I’ll show you my new ways

Wednesday, June 15, 2022

Analytical Muse #4 - GDT

It’s beautiful when a Man   
Knows how to provide
He takes charge
But let you live
Your life
He knows when to step in
Also
When to remain to the side
He knows how to build rapport
Therefore communication is never poor

Sunday, May 15, 2022

Analytical Muse #3 -Therapy Cry

All these feelings and emotions                                     

Are like bombs exploding inside
It's crazy how therapy
Can make you cry sometimes
Each bomb location has a trigger
Depending on the figure
Scrambling trying to figure out
Who's Behind
The handling and shipping
Who sent the package
Who has a message
For me to receive

Monday, May 2, 2022

Analytical l Muse #2 - Hello Gorgeous

His “Hello Gorgeous                                    
Covered with lies
His deceit was so deep
I got butterflies
Undercover thoughts
He utilized
Suffer from depression
You can see the beast
In his eyes
He was hungry
Ready to eat
Bowlegs keep him
In his seat

Friday, April 22, 2022

Dear Dairy #7 - The Unknown

It’s a weird unsettling feeling                                                                                                    
The RED spot that stands out on a white gown
The headliner not at a concert
The United States Flag without the stars
Streets without the street lights
A mind without a heart
A body without a soul
It’s that thing words can’t explain
Like these new 2022 spring bugs
A love that never grows old
A superstition that makes sense
A thought manifested instantly

Saturday, April 9, 2022

Analytical Muse #1 - Dimed Lights

Close the doors                                   Turn off the lights
Close the blinds
Only candle light
Remove the batteries
From the remote
No need for TV
It’s a freaking joke
Listen to a couple podcast
While I write
Put
Picture to sight
That’s what I like
It’s a mystery
When it comes to me

Friday, March 18, 2022

Dear Dairy #6 - Been Awhile...STILL!

It’s been awhile since                                
I wrote a rhythm
Straight off the dome
Let my words flow
Like a mofo menstrual
It’s a bloody situation
Can I have your attention
I’m like a cramp
Coming thru
To mess up every situation
Now feel my frustration
Again it’s been awhile since

Thursday, March 10, 2022

Dear Dairy #5 - Not Perfect 10 for 10

I walked into the door this morning              
Not Perfect
I cursed out a guy that found my bowlegs sexy
Not Perfect
I told my employer I’m not a slave
Not Perfect
I reject any type of negativity and return to sender
Not Perfect
I’ve disowned family members and friends
Not Perfect
I’ve been late on a few bills

Thursday, March 3, 2022

Dear Dairy #4 – Healing – Part 1

The process of healing can be tricky                                          

A hot damn mess
Draining, frustrating, and challenging
However
It’s also freeing, beautiful, and rewarding
A relief, journey, and homework
I’m naturally a healer
Thus it came easy to me
To be there for others
When it came to me
I couldn’t see it
I need healing
From what

Saturday, February 26, 2022

The World We Live In - FINALE #11 - Don’t Backslide

Remember in church             

The Pastor
Would say
Don’t backslide
As a child the message was heard
However
I wasn’t able to translate the understanding
Until I was older
Don’t Backslide
I constantly hear
Don’t Backslide
It was embedded in my ear
Don’t Backslide

Sunday, February 6, 2022

The World We Live In #10 - Had It

Narcissist               
Egotistic
Controlling
I've had it
Immature
Manipulative
Abusive
I've had it
The Rich
The Poor
In between
I've had it
No kids
With kids
Adoptive kids

Friday, January 14, 2022

Dear Dairy #3 - Wound People

Quick Message:    
                                                                          
Rock with me
Say you cut your hand
While cooking
It starts bleeding
You run the water over it
While applying pressure
Therefore it will stop
The bleeding
Eventually
Once you’ve realized

Monday, January 10, 2022

The World We Live In #9 - What's Going On?

I don’t know

What is going on?

It’s crazy
Someone how
I attract men that are lazy
It’s crazy because
I’m not lazy
I get it
I can make this shit seem easy
But it aint easy
I work my ass of daily
I grind harder
Than a weed grinder
I work multiple jobs
I need a fee finder

Friday, December 24, 2021

Dear Dairy #2 -Universal Lessons

It is crazy how lessons                                                                                 
Can be universal
I was playing a card game online
It started off great
I was winning
Smiling
Feeling undefeated
Halfway through the game
I’m confident
Still smiling
Feeling undefeated
Ready for the next game
This game is clearly over
Then I screamed