T.O.C. #9 - God vs. Pills

I got different types  

Of side effects

What you may think
You may regret
When you think I'm weak
I take off heads
Easily
Like chemistry
It's my oath
No deceiving thee
No sympathy
It's not necessary
I'm majesty
The trails & tribulations come consistently

The Queen in me

T.O.C. #8 - Patient Less

Topic of conversation                                                  

Hot topics is what I'm facing
Unknown deliberations
Unknown timely situations
D@mn
I can't have a drink to myself
In no regards
Without being called a b!tch
Is this what we're doing in 2019
No play equals
The b!tch of the day
But if I retaliate
Mofos have big sh!t to say

T.O.C. #7 - Breakthrough

I call this the Breakthrough  

Because I broke through
Yeah it wasn’t
Sausage and gravity
More like
Salty and maybe’s
No and wavy
F**k you I’m Me

Pay Me
F**k me for FREE
Never baby
Work for change
Are you crazy
Conform to slave mentality
I ain’t lazy

T.O.C. #6 - B!tch Sh!t

Tic Toc
Tic Toc
I gave you my heart

You dissed it

I kept it moving

Now you piss-ED

Did you realize

Your side bitch wasn’t sh!t

You had a Queen

But you didn’t

Know how to handle it

I call THIS Bitch Sh!t

Because only a B!tch

Does THIS shit

I’m so tired

Of you weak Nig’s

T.O.C. #5 - Appointment

Tic Toc

Tic Toc
Why the f**k
You checking my clock
No appointment on the dock
Please reschedule for another slot
Slot meaning another position
Another position meaning
Another spot
Another location
Far from my clock
A different company 

A different slot

A different lot
A different pay grade
A different mindset 

T.O.C. #4 - You Wanna F**k?

Tic Toc
Tic Toc
So you wanna f**k   

You've been wanting

To f**k for so long
I wouldn't be surprised
If that nut comes early
So why you wanna f**k
Is my natural thought
While you explain to me
Your every moment of
How you can
F**k the hell out of me
My mind is screaming
Hell no you will never

T.O.C. #3 - Competition

Tick Tock    

Tick Tock

What the f**k

Is wrong with your clock

You fear me

But I don't fear you
This is a competition
But it’s all you
You bleeding Gray
I bleed red
I’m straight direct to that head
No discrimination
I speak bread
No intimidation 

T.O.C. #2 - You Better Rock

Tick Tock   

Tick Tock

You better rock
Did you hear me
You better ROCK
Until the top of the hill
Until the cliff
Denounce the power
It steals
You are the higher being
Do you hear what I'm saying
You better ROCK
No matter the obstacle
Understand your power 

T.O.C. #1 - Silent Sassy Assassin

Topic of conversation                         

Hot topics
Is what I'm facing
Unknown deliberations
Unknown timely situations
For some reason
I’m the season
For some seasons
I’m the meaning
For some meanings
I’m the Queen
Everyday
I’m Queening

Lines...Sentences...Bars #9 (Dear God #2)

Hello Father    

I know

It’s been awhile

No

I’m not proud

However

I’m happy

I’m in your presence

This makes me

Feel joy inside

When it comes to you

I’m vulnerable

Lines...Sentences...Bars #8 (Majesty)

My pen is my majesty    

Like Queen to your majesty
I honor thee
Breathe on my words
I cover thee
Seek from the herd
I deliver thee
Understand from the word
I speaketh of thee
Your mind gotta be crazy
To come at me
My range is deranged
My lyrics are estranged
Your vibe is an exchange

Lines...Sentences...Bars #7 (Just Like Me)

I'm one of a kind     

I know your
Just like me
No one can never rewind
No tape in C
I can repeat every line
Your just like me
I can invest some time
Fish them
Eat them
Return them
Back to the sea
But the fact of the matter
That ain't C

Lines...Sentences...Bars #6 (I Knew)

1 out of 3 to make it

I didn't know my heart
Would be the ticket
My soul would be the witness
I standby awaiting
The goodness
See I knew
He would see me through
See I knew
It would take some hurt and pain
To see the truth
 See I knew
Facing it would be devastating
However he gave me strength
 That I knew

Lines...Sentences...Bars #5 (Note-To-Self)

Well hello dear

It’s been awhile

Since we’ve talked

To each other

I’ve noticed

You’ve talked to everyone

But me

At first I took it personal

Then I figured

You would get back to me

Eventually

Thus I decided to wait

Lines…Sentences…Bars #4 (The Demon Detox)

As I flush you away 

I’m not taking

Any residue with me

I’m detoxing that a$$

Because I have no

More room for negativity

It’s beyond

F**kery, Foolery, and peasantry

I can’t translate nor debate

Looking and praying for a positive escape

The escape is the bait

Not handling it

Lines…Sentences… Bars #2 (Darling)

You don’t know me   

But you think you do

I’m cool with that

Until it’s inaccurate

You know

False

Not facts

Right

Not wrong

Truth

Not lies

I need you to understand

Ms. Cocky

I was having a conversation with this guy

No I’m not going to tell you his name

So don’t ask

However

As the night progressed

He made a comment

That caught my interest

In this particular comment

He stated “I think and/or thought you were cocky”

You seem cocky to me

Not only by what you say

But how you say it

Lines…Sentences… Bars #1

I woke up
To wake up

Clearly

I’ve been sleep walking

Daydreaming

MIA

Living in a fantasy world

Where people actually

Give a fuck

Trusting is friendly

Love is freely

Confidence #10 - My Steps

God I have no clue  

What you have in store for me

Please by all means direct my steps

God I want what you want for me

Please by all means direct my steps

I’ve hung up my cleats

Barefoot

I’m walking through the door

I feel like I’m floating

My strength has been restored

My energy is full of power

I’m ready to devour

Confidence #9 – Content

Content 

Let go

Just live

Look at your surroundings

Understand what’s here

Fear no fear

I’m healed by the stripes of Jesus

But please understand

I’m still human

I’m still real

I’m still a woman

I can feel

I thank God despite of