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Showing posts with label Analytical Muse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Analytical Muse. Show all posts

Sunday, October 22, 2023

Analytical Muse #9 - Pretty

Pretty is not always Pretty                                     
She as a youngster never like pretty
It was associated with to much girly shit
She wanted to do what the boys did
Be in nature if you will
Play with sticks, rocks and mud pies
Jump fences and played ni$$a knock
Ran fast as hell 
When the ni$$a came outside
Happy as Fuck it was a baseball bat
Not a knife or gun
They actually knew they were kids
Just trying to have fun

Wednesday, October 4, 2023

Analytical Muse #8 - DOG

I received my first haters at conception                                                
Perhaps a miscarriage would've been better per the deception
Decades of trauma, abuse and dysfunction
Perhaps if I gave in
I would be considered normal
The infamous bitch
Got me thinking the breast milk
Was mixed with dog shit
Forced to sniff gun powder
Mean like a thick bitch
Scraps rewarded when being a misfit
Walking on four legs
So two legs can have a friendship

Monday, July 3, 2023

Analytical Muse #7 - Rock Bottom


You'll never see it coming                                         
It's like a flash before your eyes
It's like staying awake to see the sunrise
It's like a sneak punch from the back
It's like finding out your mother smokes crack
It's like opening the fridge and nothing is there
It's like having hundreds of friends
Now no one is there
It's like wishing for another life
Fuck the positive shit
You're ready to fight
It's like the bills past due
Due to Covid-19

Friday, November 4, 2022

Analytical Muse #6 - Falling Again


I feel like falling in love again           

This time it will be different

I can actually see the vision

I've experienced the deep rooted healing

I've surrendered all the displeasing feelings

What it's like not to be loved by family

What it's like not to be loved by Ex's

What it's like not to be loved by myself

Saturday, August 27, 2022

Analytical Muse #5 - New Worth

It’s a new day                                                                  

I’m on a new wave

I got a new dude

He got a new fade

I got some new rules

No time for fools play

If you come with the bull

I’ll show you my new ways

Wednesday, June 15, 2022

Analytical Muse #4 - GDT

It’s beautiful when a Man   
Knows how to provide
He takes charge
But let you live
Your life
He knows when to step in
Also
When to remain to the side
He knows how to build rapport
Therefore communication is never poor

Sunday, May 15, 2022

Analytical Muse #3 -Therapy Cry

All these feelings and emotions                                     

Are like bombs exploding inside
It's crazy how therapy
Can make you cry sometimes
Each bomb location has a trigger
Depending on the figure
Scrambling trying to figure out
Who's Behind
The handling and shipping
Who sent the package
Who has a message
For me to receive

Monday, May 2, 2022

Analytical l Muse #2 - Hello Gorgeous

His “Hello Gorgeous                                    
Covered with lies
His deceit was so deep
I got butterflies
Undercover thoughts
He utilized
Suffer from depression
You can see the beast
In his eyes
He was hungry
Ready to eat
Bowlegs keep him
In his seat

Saturday, April 9, 2022

Analytical Muse #1 - Dimed Lights

Close the doors                                   Turn off the lights
Close the blinds
Only candle light
Remove the batteries
From the remote
No need for TV
It’s a freaking joke
Listen to a couple podcast
While I write
Put
Picture to sight
That’s what I like
It’s a mystery
When it comes to me