Situations #4: Him or Me

Hello Class                                                                                      

My name is Mz-AM and welcome back to “Situations”.

Remember in this class you must be:

100% RAW, ORGANIZED, and FREE!

Now, here are the rules:
1. No holding back...
2. It is what it is...
3. Express it and let it go...
Any questions?Class: No!

Mz-AM: Okay, Ashley it's your turn. What do you have for us today?

Ashley: I wrote a poem as well...I would like to share called “Him or ME!

 
I never knew
It would be an option
I never knew
It would be possible
For him
To choose
I asked myself over
And over again
What to do
For a minute
I understood
The meaning of insanity
I’m going in circles
No way out
I blanked
I mean
In one blink
It was done
Him or me
Memories
Instantly
Hit me
My body
Goes into convolutions
My mind
Is beyond explosive

Ashley: Wait
Mz-AM
I’m sorry
I can’t share anymore
It hurts to bad

Mz-AM: Ashley trust me
Its better to let go
And move on
Please try harder
If you want to release the pain
We’re here for you

Ashley: How would you feel
If the love of your life
Took your life
If your brother
Took your lover
If your family
Kept it undercover
The only person
That did not have a clue
Was YOU
Until
I noticed a trend
My lover would spend
Countless nights with me
I’m a light sleeper
I could hear
The mattress squeak
The door shriek
I rollover in a daze
Amazed
Could I be more correct
Is this really happening
One leg
Hanging out the bed
Attempting
To confront the truth
How rude of me
Should I
Or
Shouldn't I
I’ll rather have peace
As I fall
Back to sleep
I told myself
It was a bad dream
I woke up the next day
Feeling deceived
Fuck that
I pulled up my sleeves
Prepared my heart for anything
Behold the truth and I SEE
Right in front of me
I SEE
My brother and my man
Robert
Fucking....